Just Keep Fighting

I always used to approach contributions as an investment.Two years ago, I held a job with a well-known financial services company. I had a job that I didn't like, but it paid well and it was a position that held 'status' - which made my parents proud. However, I had the dream of owning my own business and working for myself since 1999, so I was very unhappy with my career. My biggest problem though, was that I was afraid to let go of that security blanket and be my own boss.In 2005, while I was in California, I contributed more than I ever had, and I thought, “OK, this is it - - - my breakthrough is right around the corner!” Would you believe that NOTHING happened? Or, so it seemed...
Nearly a year of bitter feelings and disappointment went by before I quit my job last April and started to diligently pursue my goal of owning my own business. This meant I would have no steady income. Perfect timing for May contributions, huh? “This would have been the perfect opportunity to set a tone for my business,” I thought. Again, those old 'investment-style' thoughts began to creep in.I chanted for a way to really connect with this movement and have no doubts about the growth I would undergo, as I naturally question EVERYTHING. Fortunately, times were hard and money was very tight. :-)
My contribution came from the heartfelt appreciation I have for the organization and its members. Before, there was no sincerity behind my contributions. Although the amount was significantly lower than the year before, I was able to feel the difference. That's when I finally understood the amount you contribute is far less important than your feelings behind it. 'It is the heart that is important.' (WND-1,1000). The past year has definitely been one challenge after another and I have experienced a lot of setbacks. But, I have been able to move forward past every one of them, and continue fighting. I now feel so happy and fulfilled that I am wholeheartedly pursuing my goals, knowing that absolute victory is mine!
"...just keep fighting!"

Billy Summers - Stone Mountain Chapter YMD Leader